Boys becoming men, men becoming wolves

Hampshire Halloween was pretty awesome. I went with 3 UMass dudes. That was amusing. I went home with Esteban, a very handsome Colombian fellow I met a few weeks ago. Go me! Somewhere in the middle there I danced a lot, drank a lot, and ran into the grossest of my gross modmates from second year, which was all sorts of awkward.

I think I'm done with the whole "I wanna bang my roommate" thing. He's awesome; but right now I'm actually pretty happy for the first time in several years, and my pleasant living situation has a lot to do with that. I don't want to fuck that up by fucking my roommate. (Though the series of drunk texts I got from him after he left Hampshire on Friday made it clear that it's still on his mind...) I really like having him as a friend, though, and for now I'm happy with that. I've got hot Colombians to deal with :)

I think the roomies and I may be stuck going trick or treating with the world's most irritating seven-year-old. Oh dear.

Ugh. Can't sleep at 4 AM an not pleased. also I think I might be sick. That might have to do with the not sleeping?

Anyway. Last night I kind of accidentally on purpose made out with one of my roommates. I don't really know what to do about that. I guess it would be fine if it were just a random drunken mistake, but I think I actually have feelings for him. FUUUUUUUCCCCKKKKKK.

I just want to go to sleep, but I can't.

Sing me to sleep

Been awake all night. ALL night. I felt really tired when I went to bed, but I just lay there for hours. No good. I've never had insomnia that badly before; I gotta say, I'm not a fan.

I feel like I should update this more, but does anyone even still read it?

My house is making freaky noises. Ghosts and ghouls? Or the sketchy dude that lives downstairs? Maybe just my radiator? WoooOOOOooooo!